Undeserved-mercy!
Clinging to my last breath,
All my mistakes seems like a painted image
Hanged-right in front of my eyes,
I can feel them,
I can hear them,
I can see them,
 I can feel their pains
I can feel all the misery have caused 
I hear the cries of the tens, hundreds, thousands and millions of my victims,
All the vanity I dwelled in
And now I want to change them,
So true I can't believe,
Was it really me that did all those I thought,
Was it my call or something possessed me.
I can't say cause am in the pool of confusions- swimming.
Death -I await,
He would Walk out of the blues
Towards me I thought
Bringing along the tens, hundreds, thousands and millions
As they come in orderliness to take back their rightful pain
I await the white flashy light to light up my face
Just like I see in movies
I want to experience what they experienced
What my brutality caused into their life.
But,
Death-i did not see,
Maybe he has forsaken me
Maybe he is just a fantasy
Why is he not coming?
In front of death I am
But it seems the time just stops
Why is death not coming?
Why is he not banging on my door?
Why is he not tearing my flesh apart with wrath?
Hell -I deserve but how come he is not here.
A voice whispered
It is not your time yet my child
You are lost but not completely
You are spared for the future awaits your greatness
Not of evil this time around
But , of goodness you will bequeath on the needy
You hereby receive your salvation he said -
Could I be saved -I thought,
 But to my surprise - the clock ticks again. 
   ©Millennium_Alexander(er)Take Me

Take me,
To that land,
That island
Far from inland
That land you promised
The land of the gods,
The land of wealth
Land of wisdom
Land blessed by the gods
That arable land
The land of eternal joy
Where we will forever be in existence
Where there is no death.

Take me,
To that land
To the land Of grace
To the land of the future
To the land of my dreams
Take me to that land
To the land of growth,
Both in faith and population
Take me to that land
The land of faith
Land made only for believers
Take me to that land of utmost experie nce
Take me!!
To the land of my dreams.
©Millennium_Alexander(er)